When you close your eyes, close your ears to God's way, you will soon prefer your own ideas to the ideas of God. You come to a stage where your own evil seems to you good and God's good seems to be evil.
The one thing you dread it letting yourself falltaking the step into uncertaintythe little step beyond all the securities that existed. And whoever had once surrendered him selfone single time.Who ever had entrusted himself to fate was liberated. It was blissful to liveit was blissful to die.